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you went on tour,
and you stopped writing me letters
i felt silly while you found somebody better
i had nothing to write back so i kept myself in check
just silently sank into a sorrowful blue,
little bit sad ‘cause you didn’t love me
the way i wanted you to

you were seething and you said,
things i couldn’t forget at 5am
while we’re trying to be friends
and we both know how this one ends
i know all your apologies by heart
supposedly sorry but you’re still throwing darts
little bit mad ‘cause i didn’t love you
the way you wanted me to

i brought you houseplants and a jar of soup
gentle and sorry gifts on your stoop
you called me grateful to say
but i was already three blocks away
and we both knew it was a solemn tribute
to the fact that i couldn’t love you
in the way you needed me to

who am i if i am nothing to you?
i’ve read those names and i’ve seen those faces
sometimes love takes you to dark places
but i touched you, everytime
and i love you, i do
but i just can’t love you in the way you want me too

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from worst testament - DEMO FEST 2020, released December 21, 2020

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DEMO FEST Montreal, Québec

DEMO FEST is a fundraiser for Solidarity Across Borders. Over 200 artists spent the fall writing/recording/producing a ‘demo’ style new release. Everything was released on December 21st.

All proceeds go to Solidarity Across borders. Consider paying more than the minimum for individual releases, or buying the complete discography. Every little bit counts! ... more

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