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Wake Ghost - What is the Reason for Life?

by Wake Ghost

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Words: Karen Music: Scott. I feel it coming, my plummet to rage It rumbles sweet inside of my brain You’re every battle that my poor mother lost. Can’t say i’m sorry that you’re getting tossed. We’re drinking rum and beating the boys. In loving memory of a girl with no toys. It ain’t your fault. No, I know that that’s clear, but I’m still pissed and you’re the one here. Everything I ever loved, I’ll destroy Everything I ever loved, I’ll destroy Someday i’ll make my daddy pay. For all the shit he made me take. One fateful day i’ll make him see. That there’s no one stronger than me. Nothing is working, but solider on. And now resentment is rich in my palms The cuts are deeper. They need more to fill But I get squeamish and I don’t like pills. I wish I told him that I wish he had died, instead of Mama when she lost her life. Everything I ever loved, you destroyed Everything I ever loved, you destroyed Everything I ever loved i’ll destroy Everything I ever loved i’ll destroy Someday i’ll make my daddy pay. For all the shit he made me take. One fateful day i’ll make him see. That there’s no one stronger than me.
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Words: Karen Music: Scott I don’t know what day it is But I’m working Dissociated Waiting tables There’s a flask inside my bag. I don’t know how to say this But the crazies got me whiling No insurance Medicate with a Long Island. Damn I think I lost my mind. NOT NOW How the hell am I supposed to make it As a real boy With a real job And some money When my mind is so messed up Damn it I try With a suit and a tie But the panic is every day now From my desktop Oh no ma Ma it won’t stop Oh I think I lost my mind NOT NOW.
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Le Uno 03:03
Words: Karen Music: Karen I heard a song on the radio They were telling my story again A lady longs for a hero My repetition I keep making amends I thought I was strong boy i’m feeble Won’t you hold me through the rain this time? I been running through some people A marathon without a finish line. Will you be the one to save me from myself? I’ve always stood on my very own But then again i’m always holding a hand I left home when I was 17 Maybe that is when the searching began A desperation for some company Soothing with the loving touch of a man or a stranger, or a neighbor, sometimes ladies be my baby Lay me down / so I can feel myself I need the weight of you to know i’m around. Will you be the one to save me from myself? Oooh Can you blame me? My naïveté? Chewing fairytales before I could speak. Foolish sad girl I would do anything to be free You said if I were good I could have anything I could ever dream for You said if I were a good girl… Will you be the one? Will you be the one to save me from myself?
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Kill Me 04:41
Words: Scott Music: Scott All of the grief and the guilt that I have Suck all enjoyment from life Anything fun that could be an escape It came at too much of a price Built on the backs of the slaves using Stolen resources a palace of luxury Sucking the life out About to dry out and crumble Wasting away through the rest of our lives As the world commits mass suicide. All this depression is just an excuse To completely check out of life Blaming my helplessness and my despair on all of these decades of strife. To avoid accepting the truth I cower in front of mortality About to cry out Knowing the words I still tremble Wasting away through the rest of our lives as the world commits mass suicide KILL ME Wasting away through the rest of our lives as the world commits mass genocide. The weight of her inevitable death is slowly crushing me by all appearances she is happy and healthy but who she was has already been erased The disease has reduced her to a child like state where she doesn’t remember anything for long All I can think of is the final request she made of me To die with dignity She can’t remember, but I can’t forget. Wasting away through the rest of our lives contemplating assisted suicide hoping and wishing I won’t be complicit in genocide.

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Words, singing, and vocal arrangements by Yams, Queen Thickems.
Instrumentation, engineering, and mixing by Snot Bucket at 8th Dimension Studios 8thdimensionstudios.bandcamp.com
Mastered by Will Killingsworth at Dead Air Studios

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released December 21, 2020

Released as part of DEMO FEST 2020
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All proceeds are going to Solidarity Across Borders
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