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Brattattoo / Perogie - Coping

by Brattattoo / Perogie

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1.
I only talk about you in the past tense It seems strange but it's accurate You used to call me late but rarely sober I'd always ask you to come over I'd be trying not to chain smoke You'd be trying not to go home Always leave the lights on when I'm leaving Wish you would come to see me soon I keep a picture in my pocket It still looks a lot like you But you've changed I'd like to think that I did too You didn't play so nice when you were younger Always broken hearts and bad hangovers You never wanted to turn 26 I never wanted things to end like this I never wanted things to end like this I never wanted this But you've changed I'd like to think that I did too Always leave the lights on when I'm leaving Wish you would come to see me soon I keep a picture in my pocket It still looks a lot like you But you've changed
2.
I remember lying on your floor thinking What would it be like to feel alright? You couldn't decide And if you asked me then you know that I'd lie What were the worst days of our lives? We couldn't go back if we tried Wish we're still young I feel so dumb waiting on your lead You write me Sometimes I can't get it straight Your words are sharp like darts but your voice is faint I know you had to leave I remember lying on your floor thinking We've been through such dumb shit And what do we get for it? Loose change, missed calls, Dead friends and counting nights without you Wish we're still young I feel so dumb waiting on your lead You write me Sometimes I can't get it straight Your words are sharp like darts but your voice is faint I know you had to leave
3.
Without you this life’s a fucking nightmare Kinda wish I had died back when you left here Cross the street and I don’t even look both ways these days Once again I break down on the weekend Acting selfish getting fucked up with my demons Wondering if it really is too late Since you left every night I’m having nightmares Sometimes I see you shadow in my room here Close my eyes and the feeling slips away Somethings wrong then why couldn’t we fix it Kinda think you were just sick of my bullshit And honestly I feel the same way Cause I lost my best friend When I lost you Waking with an empty heart Broken record stuck on those days when you’d say Without you this life would be a nightmare I’m so lucky that I have you in my life dear Promise you I’ll never cause you pain Once again let’s get drunk on the weekend Reminisce about the time we climbed the mountain I thought then you’d never go away Do you remember those days.
4.
I said I really like you lots But I’ve been feelin so fucked up for months I really think I need someone But I don’t think I’m ever gonna find love Haven’t left this room in weeks Wishin someone would save me Feels like a sign of the times Feelin lonely every night I wanna go paint bad graffiti I’d keep six first than you’d spot me But I’m to sad so these are just dreams Those pills I use to take I swear they fried my brain Is that to blame or am I cursed to feel the same way every day I think about her face it kills me I wana leave it all behind me Try to move on but I just can’t seem too I can feel it in my bones I’m gunna spend my life alone
5.
Still don’t know why you left I swear I tried my best I gave you everything now we don’t even speak This years consuming me to much anxiety I’d run away from here demons would follow me Lord help me grant me some relief I don’t sleep stopped dreaming I peaked at 25 wish that i knew that then I felt the most alive when I first saw your eyes These days I spend alone I never think of you Lay on my bedroom floor that Midwest emo vibe Don’t say goodnight is this your life Still don’t know why you left I swear I tried my best I gave you everything now we don’t even speak This years consuming me so much anxiety I’d run away from here demons would follow me So much anxiety too much anxiety I wish that I could see what you once saw in me So much anxiety too much anxiety Fuck this reality I’m scared you’ll forget me Still don’t know why you left I swear I tried my best I gave you everything now we don’t even speak I peaked at 25 high on your bedroom floor Staring into your eyes somehow I’m still alive

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LAFN samples the Lucero cover of kiss the bottle by jawbreaker
NGFL samples Fuck and Run by Liz Phair
WYL samples Year of the Rabbit by Empire! Empire! (I was a lonely estate)

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released December 21, 2020

Released as part of DEMO FEST 2020
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All proceeds are going to Solidarity Across Borders
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